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        vampiricakatt  30, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries
    04
    May 2010
    7:16 AM EDT
       

    The Truth behind my Lies again

    I mean it to it hurts Does she not get it. �I have more problems then she can imagen and she gets mad at me saying I'm Causing her more drama. and that everything is my fult when I ask her to stop hitting me.
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        vampiricakatt  30, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries
    04
    May 2010
    6:58 AM EDT
       

    Truth behind My lies

    What doesn't cheyenne get I'm done being her friend. She thinks its okay to call me names and wants me to be her punching bag Im so f-ing sick of it she keeps asking me to be her friend. I not her punching bag she bit me once it hurt so bad and she broke the skin she wasn't even mad at me. she was mad at her boyfriend.
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        akime  33, Female, Alaska, USA - 3 entries
    03
    May 2010
    11:53 PM AKST
       

    well i am backed to being stressed out yet again... An ex of mine called my house over the weekend and was wanting to know why my now boyfriend wants to fight and shit..(of which he never said that) and well.... past emotions came flooding back like a huge wave and i fliped out. i yelled back at him that no body cares about him at my place and to never call back again infront of a bunch of friends and my boyfriend... i was on massive edge for the rest of the weekend and monday i still kinda am and i haven't told anyone yet bout it sooo i writing here to get it out some i might tell my one of my best friends....
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        ScienceNerd7  29, Male, Minnesota, USA - First entry!
    01
    May 2010
    4:29 PM CST
       

    Explination for Creation and First Socal Log

    I have decided to start a online journal, for i can make it more secure than on paper, and my previous log, hidden im my legos, will be burned during the next bonfire, or i will soak it in a solution of 5 to 1 for food coloring, and then throw it away.

    I belive if anyone was to read my previous journal, or for this matter my last journal, it would be quite devistating, not to mention embarassing. Some people have heard i keep a log of socal interactions, but hopefully no one belives me.

    The main reason for this blog is to perform a socal experiment. Simply i will be keeping this some-what detailed log or journal of my daily socal interactions, and to my whimsy, my daily feelings.

    Socal Log #1:
    May 1st 3010,
    I anticipated going to Party America today, to purchase dectorations for the party next week end. Of course, after getting ready, my friends,( sara, brad, megan, emily, abby, and others) could not come last minute. I stayed home, changed into my geeky pajamas and then watched big bang. Next, my mother brought me to ikea, we talked much, mostly about the enviroment, but some other topics arouse such as my use of large words, and medival churches.

    After the tiring day, i came home, and talked to my father but mainly my mother. Eventually i had nothing else to say but i felt the need to continue socal interactions, so i talked to my mother of the stupidity and idiocracy of the school district 112.

    Today, Brandon Flanders made it present to me i can block people before adding them. This started a chain of thought leading to me adding my acquantinces from church, but blocking my youth pastor and his wife, because they comment on my statuses, and yell at me forcing me to remove my opinons. Jesse Davies tried to add me, my youth pastors brother in law, but i know that if i add him, he might mention somting to brandon, but if i dont, he might mention somthing to me infront of brandon. I think my best course will be to add him if he requests me again. I also think i might have to block more people before they find me, that way i will reduce the option of a akward and or painful situation.
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        prdiva87  39, Female, Florida, USA - 26 entries
    01
    May 2010
    6:26 PM EDT
       

    1 month


    Well my boyfriend has denied me seeing him naked,touching him of any kind, kissing him, having sex with him for one month all because I couldn't get him off while I was trying to give him a handjob. I don't do handjobs well and he doesn't understand this. Plus I don't know how to spit so that might also be the problem. Also he gets impatient with me so I get kind of nervous and start fumbling around. I have no idea what to do, should i not see him for a month or break up with him?
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        kiya  35, Female, Canada - 21 entries
    30
    Apr 2010
    6:42 PM EDT
       

    am i?

    am i being too strict?
    i just don't want him to get bad habbits...
    he's smart and doesn't nedd to study as much now,
    but in highschool he'll need the good habbit of studying...
    games? he can play them after doing homework right?
    i wish he could understand that things don't always go your way...
    that he has to work for the things he want...
    but i'm afraid that all he sees is that i'm keeping him from what he enjoys...
    his games, computer...
    i just want him to know what he's supposed to do, then he can play...
    i hope he understands......
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        MaddMonster  30, Female, Virginia, USA - First entry!
    30
    Apr 2010
    4:40 PM EDT
       

    Fourty-Two Days

    Hmmm, where should I begin?
    It has been officially�fourty-two days�since the break up that nearly killed me a week ago. My wounds are almost healed but not completely, but the tears still continue to crash around me.
    People swear up and down that my fragile, broken, heart will heal soon, but I don't believe them. The wounds will leave scars�that will always remain�deep within�me, and the memories will surely be the death of me. Things haven't been the same for days, and so I continue to find myself in my thoughts, thinking about taking my very own life. Everday is a battle for me to not give in to the sin of death.
    But, when I truely think about taking my own life, the peace I find in my heart, makes suicide all the more tempting.

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        vampiricakatt  30, Female, Minnesota, USA - 102 entries
    29
    Apr 2010
    10:55 AM EDT
       

    Why god why

    my ex-friend cheyenne crossed the line last night she called me a dum bitch, a fat whore, and an emo fuck I didn't do anything to her and this is what I get. and i felt so much like cutting
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        Layla<3'zY00h  31, Female, Utah, USA - 27 entries
    27
    Apr 2010
    9:28 PM EDT
       

    S0 dUMbb! UNbEliEVAblE!

    L0l. S0 dUMb! i kN0W ShE Still hAS fEEliNGS f0R hiM ANd ShE d0ESNt likE it WhEN i tAlk t0 hiM S0 WhY d0ESN't ShE C0ME ANd tEll ME? iNStEAdd 0f tRYiNG t0 StAY 0N thEE C0MPUtER f0REVER. hAhAhA. S0 dUMbb. it jUSt MAkES ME lAUGh. thAt hE hAS M0VEd 0N ANd ShE Still hASN't. hE iS Y0UNGER thAN hER bUhh hE iS AlREAdY tRYiNG t0 d0 S0MEthiNG ElSE. bUhh 0h WEll! itS hER lifE! L0l. WEllSh thAt StUPid AN0REXiC bEEYAtCh WAS bEiNG SUCh AN a$$ t0dAY. S0 fRikkiN StUPidd! ShE iS AlWAYS SAYiNG ShE iS StRAiGht UP kiNd 0f GiRl ANd l00k At hER a$$ t0dAY! SUCh A fAkE! UGGh! bUhh WhAtEVER! WE hAVE MUtUAl t0M0RR0W h0PE it G0ES G00d!
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        charlax  71, Male, Arizona, USA - 744 entries
    27
    Apr 2010
    1:08 AM MST
       

    ici

    eye loved her too much
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